My personal heartache releaving blog
September 30, 2004
Published on September 30, 2004 By Heartache In Sex & Romance
Well I’m back again,

Better and changed. A whole lot. Since my divorce is final (august 24) I’m single. But still living with my ex. Strange this. The past week we’ve found each other again (really found each other in many different ways and locations) and then I lost her again…..

I've met somebody ( at a Divorce course. B’s done the same as my ex but she's moved on and now she's having problems. Crying, sad etcetera. She's what I wanted to see in my wife in the period after she told me she wanted out...
So I know her for about five days, 3 course days (6 hours) one evening talking (4 hours) and 1 evening “more”...(I did NOT take my pants of) (4 hours). I like her. But I also still like/love my ex. I told her about the evening “more”. Strangely enough she was very interested and then we found each other. For a whole week. More intense than ever…

I felt like I could carry the whole world….

But then I met B again. Yesterday. And although I hadn’t planned this, we had “more” (pants still on) again. And when I came home I couldn’t withstand the x-examination and told my ex the truth again. This time it was wrong. So it’s over. Again…

Apologizing did not work. And now I feel like a traitor. I’ve betrayed my ex though we’re already divorced. How cruel fate can be…..

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